Chapter Eight
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What a fool I had been. It was so sad too, because I
really only wanted to help him. I had no way of knowing
that it was a setup right from the start. How was I to
know that he was such a devious and cold blooded little
bastard!
I don't know how long I sat there like that. I know
that it was a long time. I was surprised that Nathan
didn't come and get me. When the tears finally ended I
got up and brushed my teeth and got the taste of cum
out of my mouth for the first time since that first
blowjob I had been forced to give at Cobb's place this
morning.
I took a long hot shower and then I dried off and stood
staring at myself in the mirror. I wasn't thinking so
much about what had happened to me today, though the
events of the day hung over me like a dark, wet blanket
shutting out all the light and air in my life now.
Instead I stood there staring at myself in the mirror
and wondered if I could actually tell my husband what
had happened to me and that I now belonged to Nathan.
That was the worst of it I think, having my husband
find out. But what was going to happen on Monday?
Nathan was going to dress me up like a slut and I know
that won't be the end of it. He will find other ways to
torment me. And Christ, there are already more than a
dozen kids that know about me and Nathan. How long
before the entire school knows?
No, I can't see my job lasting much longer than my
marriage. It will be a race to the finish, but they are
both finished. That won't be the end of it either. My
father is not one to forgive indiscretions, especially
when they are likely to embarrass him and the family
name and have an impact on his political career.
I was right before. My life is over. A promising career
and a more or less happy marriage destroyed in one day
by a sixteen year old boy. FUCK ME! Oh wait, he did.
I finally went back out to the living room. Nathan and
Terrill were just finishing up watching the recording
that Terrill had made of me seducing the fourteen year
old boy from next door.
Nathan looked up and said, "Well, did you get it out of
your system?"
I gave him an exasperated look and said, "Out of my
system! You have just ruined my entire life. My
marriage, my career, they are finished. My father will
disown me. I have nothing left."
He wasn't moved. He let me finish and then he said,
"Welcome to my world bitch. Did you look around when we
went out today? Did you see how those people live, how
I live? There is no hope in that part of town. Those
people don't have careers! Damned few of them even have
jobs. There probably aren't a dozen happy marriages in
that whole part of town! What the hell makes you so
fucking special?"
I would probably pay for this, but I let him have it.
"First of all, I'm not special. But I worked god damned
hard for everything I got. I studied hard and gave up a
social life and dating to excel in school. I waited
until I was in my twenties to get married, I didn't get
knocked up when I was fifteen and have to get married
or worse yet, not know who the father was. But more
than that, for as long as I can remember my goal in
life has been to help people get out of those god damn
ghettos! Why the hell do you think I wasted so much of
my fucking time trying to help you get an education!
You and Terrill and fifty other kids who could get out
of that part of town if they would just exert a little
effort and study instead of party at night and sleep in
class."
I was yelling now, I was really pissed. "I never once
looked down on you or any of the other kids I tried to
help. And I never put on a false front in an effort to
put them off guard so that I could take advantage of
them, so I could ruin their life!"
Before I could go any farther he stood up and took
three steps and slammed the side of my head with his
open palm. I dropped like a rock. I wasn't unconscious,
but I was dizzy and disoriented for a few minutes.
When my head finally cleared he was still standing over
me. I had a hell of a headache now. I managed to look
up through my tears and he reached down and grabbed a
large handful of my hair and lifted me right off the
floor by my hair.
I grabbed his wrist with both hands and screamed in
pain. I scrambled to get my feet under me and when I
was standing on my own he pulled me so close to him
that our noses were almost touching. He yelled right in
my face, "Don't you ever talk to me like that again you
stupid fucking bitch. You aren't fooling anyone. We all
know why you are here, why you are doing that job. You
took that job to make yourself feel good, not to help
us. You lived your whole fucking life as a princess.
You don't have a clue about what it's like to be me or
Terrill or any of the other kids that live in that
fucking ghetto that your kind built to keep us out of
sight and out of your way. It's just a god damn
warehouse you built to keep your niggers in! You grew
up in a fucking mansion and went to all the best
schools. I bet daddy gave you a fucking Corvette when
you turned sixteen didn't he?!"
I was still trying to get his hand out of my hair and
my head felt like it was about to explode. He looked in
my face and said, "Oh what the fuck, why bother! You
don't get it. You are never going to get it."
He pushed me away and I fell to the floor and curled up
in a fetal ball and sobbed hysterically. Nathan walked
away and went to the refrigerator and looked inside.
After a minute he slammed the door and screamed, "What
kind of people don't keep any beer in the fucking
refrigerator?!"
He stomped back into the living room and nudged me in
the ribs with is foot. He said loudly, "Get the fuck up
and go get dressed. We need to go to the fucking store
bitch."
I slowly straightened out. Now, on top of all the aches
and pains in my poor body, I had a killer headache. I
got up finally and went into the kitchen and took three
pain pills. Then I went back to my bathroom and washed
my face with cold water until I could stop crying.
I dried my face and my neck and brushed my hair and
went out into my bedroom. Nathan was there with two of
the items of clothing that he had brought from the
laundry room. They were two of the things that had
belonged to Kysha.
He handed me one of the tight little micro miniskirts
with the cutouts on the sides and once I had it on he
handed me the top he wanted me to wear. It was nothing
but a men's muscle shirt with huge arm holes. Once I
was dressed he had me turn around and he said, "Not
bad. Pull the skirt up a little higher."
I worked the waistband of the skirt up about an inch
higher on my waist and looked in the mirror. The bottom
curve of the cheeks of my ass was just visible. That
wasn't the only scary part though. My breasts were
almost totally exposed from the sides. I need only lean
forward slightly in this loose shirt and I might as
well be topless.
Nathan approved and ordered me to put my shoes back on.
I looked around and found the high heels that he had
picked out for me this morning and put them back on. I
looked in the mirror again and it looked like even more
of my butt was exposed now. It was hard to tell from
this angle though.
I followed Nathan back out to the living room and he
ordered me to get my purse. When we got out to the car
he said, "Drive to wherever you normally go grocery
shopping."
I sighed and started the car. I had been shopping in
the same grocery store for nearly two years and a lot
of people there knew me. Not that we were friends or
anything, but they knew me to smile and say hello to. I
often stopped and chatted with some of them when they
weren't too busy. I hoped everyone was busy today.
I drove the two miles to the store and Nathan said,
"Get some damned food. In case you're confused, food
includes beer and wine. You might as well get a case of
beer. I'm going to follow you around the store. I want
to see lots of tits and ass while you're shopping. When
you bend over you keep those legs straight and if
anyone is looking make sure you give them a lot of
chances to check out those tits. Now get the fuck out
of the car bitch, it's show time."
The fun and games started almost as soon as we got out
of the car. One of the bag boys was gathering carts
nearby and when he saw me he started to wave. When he
saw how I was dressed he froze and his jaw dropped.
Nathan whispered, "Say hi and smile bitch. You don't
have to get all stuck up on his ass."
As I walked by the kid I smiled as well as I could and
said, "Hi Jeff."
He snapped out of his trance and said, "Hello Mrs.
Hall! Gosh, you look hot today?"
I thanked him and kept on walking. I stepped inside and
got a shopping cart and put my purse inside. As I
started out I passed a cooler with bottled water for
sale and I glanced at my reflection to see how exposed
I was. My breasts were pretty much covered from the
sides by my arms as I pushed the cart but even bent
over slightly, as was natural when pushing the cart,
exposed even more of the lower curves my ass cheeks.
I stopped for a moment and collected my thoughts. I had
been about to lose it but I tried to put this horrible
experience in perspective. Compared to being gang
raped, losing my husband and my job and being disowned,
being humiliated in a grocery store hardly mattered at
all.
I shopped for something to feed Nathan and Terrill this
evening and tomorrow. Beyond that I just did my normal
shopping, except for the alcohol. I didn't know what
Nathan had planned so I was just going to make believe
my life wasn't over.
I couldn't totally ignore him though. He was following
about ten feet behind me and watching to make sure I
put on a show. I got a lot of dirty looks from female
shoppers and happy but disbelieving looks from some
husbands that will never complain about having to go
shopping again. By the time I had made my way up and
down three rows I was being followed by a man in his
late forties or early fifties who was carrying a loaf
of bread and following me wherever I went. When I
stopped he stopped and at first he made a pretense of
looking at something on a shelf wherever he came to a
stop, but soon he just followed and stared openly.
Every time I bent over he saw my entire ass and I
suppose my pussy too. And when I reached for anything
my breasts were exposed. He had only had to follow me
for a short distance before he had seen I everything I
had. I guess he liked what he saw though, because he
kept following me.
I ran into people I knew stocking shelves on several
aisles and I would have loved to have just kept on
going but they would see me and start to say hello.
They would suddenly realize that I was almost naked and
they would invariably freeze in mid sentence. I felt
obligated to stop and say hello and try to act normal.
I think that for the first time in my life I truly
understood the meaning of mortified. There was no way
that a woman could go out like this and not know what
she was showing off. I knew it and everyone that saw me
knew it. I suppose that was why the old guy that was
following me had given up the pretense that he was
shopping.
This was worse than being stripped naked at Cobb's
earlier. Well, except for the gang bang part. These
were people that knew me and saw me often. Every time
they saw me from now on they would remember the way
that they saw me today.
It was the longest forty-five minutes I had ever spent
in that store! When I got to the checkout line Nathan
got behind me with a can of coke just so he could watch
the people around me.
The young girl at the cash register looked up and saw
me and smiled and just like everyone else I had run
into since I came into the store, that smile froze on
her face when she saw what I was wearing. She was
normally very chatty but today she said hello and asked
me if I found everything I was looking for and she
never looked up or spoke again until she told me the
total.
I paid and hurriedly pushed my cart outside and the man
that had followed me around the store was waiting
outside to follow me to my car. I paused in the alcove
to let Nathan catch up and then I pushed the cart out
to my car.
The man closed in as I got to my car and after I opened
the trunk and bent over to put a bag of groceries in
the trunk he came up behind me and put his hand on my
bare ass and asked if I needed any help.
I knew he was following me so I wasn't startled when I
felt his hand on me. I looked back and was about to
tell him that I didn't need his help when Nathan came
up to us and said, "I think what you are doing is help
enough. Why don't you just help her like that until she
finishes."
The old guy jumped and looked around at Nathan,
embarrassed and worried. He didn't know who Nathan was
or what he was to me.
Nathan cleared up the confusion though. He smiled
warmly and said, "Really, it's okay man. She is my
bitch. I don't mind you fucking with her. It gets her
real hot and when we get home she is ready to fuck like
a rabbit."
I guess he decided it was worth the risk, because as I
went back to putting the groceries in the trunk he put
his hand back on my ass. He didn't just hold it there
though. Now that he had permission he moved it around
and then wormed a couple of fingers between my legs and
fingered my pussy from behind. He and Nathan both acted
as if we were the only three people in the world.
Unfortunately, cars were driving by constantly and
people walking past us in both directions. I heard
gasps of horror and well earned insults as I tried in
vain to shut out the people and the sounds that
surrounded me.
I was so glad when that damned cart was empty and I
could stand up straight. I was as glad as the man
playing with my pussy was disappointed. Nathan chuckled
at the sad look on his face and said, "I'm sorry dude.
If this place wasn't so public I'd let you fuck her or
make her blow you or something. But there's just too
damned many people around here. Don't want my bitch
going to jail! Thanks for warming her up though."
The old guy looked heartbroken and Nathan laughed and
said, "Aw fuck it. Do you want a blowjob from the bitch
dude?"
His face was suddenly beaming and he said, "Shit yeah!"
Nathan said, "Take him into the back seat and suck him
off bitch. And don't take all fucking day!"
Shit! I opened the car doors and got into the back
seat. I looked around and didn't see anyone watching so
I motioned for him to join me. He sat down and Nathan
stood in the door as the guy opened his pants and
pulled his cock out. I bent down and took it into my
mouth and his hand came up and held my breast as I
sucked him off. His cock was only about six inches long
and I was grateful that at least he was clean.
He had been staring at me or groping me for nearly an
hour as I shopped and then as I unloaded the grocery
cart. That must have been all the foreplay he needed
because he came quickly and I swallowed his cum while
he put his cock away and zipped up his pants.
He thanked me and I noticed that he seemed
uncomfortable now that it was all over. He must have
suddenly remembered that he was married. He got out of
the car and thanked Nathan and hurried to his car.
I got out and pushed the cart to the nearby cart return
and hurried back to the car and drove us home. Nathan
looked out his window and ignored me and when I parked
in my driveway he went inside without even grabbing his
beer. I was left to unload all of the groceries on my
own.
I wasn't unnoticed though. I saw people in their yards
stop what they were doing and watch me. I saw the
curtains move on a window in the house next door. I
hoped it was David. I would hate for his parents to see
me like this.