Wednesday Feb 26
Angel,
As you can see, all good things come to those who obey. Can you see how much easier everything is when you have made that commitment? And you still have the rest of the week for Beatrice to become comfortable with your submission to her. And please describe Beatrice's nude body for me. Also please buy a disposable camera while there and have Beatrice photograph you for me. The pics can just be developed on a disk and sent to me. Obey me on this, angel. Beatrice may write me if she desires. I would actually prefer that. You may determine yourself over the next couple of days whether or not you want to invite her into the family. She may join if you all wish her to or she could control your work life if she desires. But, like I said, your life will no longer be your own. Beatrice might also be willing to take you out while there to purchase more toys for you to wear during the days and evenings. Susan is very interested in you, Angel. She wants to come back to you very badly. But she is not a dominant. She doesn't know what to do when you offer yourself to her. Use more control, Angel. You know what you want to do and how to get it. You are an experienced lesbian regardless of your submissive orientation. Conquer her. She herself might be submissive but not to a degree you are. Regardless, it is up to you to control the situation. Figure out where Susan wishes it to go and you lead her there. Remember that trained servants are very often teaching guests what to do with items they are not familiar with. Ask her if you may kiss her. Be tender, be gentle, and make her feel very good. You may just be able to make love to her conventionally. One can never assume that, when given as a gift that you will be given to another Domme or someone with experience. I would also imagine that Beatrice would do her best to take you up on your offer to service whomever she wishes you to. If this furthers your company's business, Beatrice does definitely need to give you a nice raise in salary. I would also hope that you are at least calling the ladies at home and keeping them up to date on what is going on with you. Angel, I call them Mistresses only because that is an easy word for me to use when typing my fingers to the bone. If you can think of one word that you wish for me to call them as a group when writing, then tell me and I will. Isn't it interesting that when you relinquished all control over yourself to me, your life seemed to all come together and everything turned out to be more in control than ever? Basically you have found your true calling, my dear angel. After all this time you found it and yourself. That is why you feel so fulfilled these days. All it took was to let go. You once lived in the vanilla world of "What is". Now you live with me in the magical, much more positive world of "What if"! Welcome to your new life.
And you still are my best friend as well as my lover and slave.
Lovingly, Sasha
Mistress,
I am sitting for Miss Beatrice, naked for the both of you and she is dictating what I type.
The first person in this section is Miss Beatrice.
Hello to you. You have a very interesting slave here in Steph; she is a delight, simply a delight. She has shown me your mails to her and she has shown me the replies she has forwarded to you.
She has displayed to me her absolute and unequivocal obedience, in what she does and the willingness of her. I will defer details to her to describe what she has done at my instruction but suffice it to say she is truly a slave to my will.
This past few days has been en embarkation onto a new plain for me. Just this morning I spanked her roundly with a belt and she thanked me, tearfully, but still there was a genuine gratitude in her words and their delivery. She is quite a rare creature.
I will be pleased to have her under my will while she is away from home and will use her well, I assure you. I do not, however, wish to become part of this 'family'. I shall develop other more transient families for her to belong to starting with Susan, the desperately plain but oh so keen novice and now Patricia. As for her rewards, her bonus is in my hands and if she continues to serve me then I can assure you she will be rewarded.
I would appreciate an understanding from you directly as to how you fit into the schema. While she is with me she is mine to do with as I wish, am I correct in that? How shall her Mistresses at 'home' (rather a strange title for the environment she has described to me) react to this? We have indeed tried to telephone them since we have been back, but no one is there at the moment.
Miss Beatrice
Beatrice,
Thank you for your nice letter. This is Sasha, angel's Mistress. I accept your thanks for her services and her usage. She is by far the best submissive I have ever been associated with. She is an absolute jewel and, though open for certain abuses and usage, needs to be treated as such. As you are relatively new to this scene, I will promise you that you will never again meet someone as devoted, gentle, honest, and special as angel. It is good to hear your feelings about your involvement in her family. For it is a family. Angel is in the position of maidservant. You are in a good position because you can control angel during her work hours. Especially now since I am beginning to deprive her orgasms to the point of considering seriously having her wear a chastity belt 24/7. This has the added advantage of controlling her ability to go to the bathroom as well. This is also good. Angel will inform you how she serves and services her ladies at home. You may, of course, use her in those ways within the limits of what you can do when not in your hotel. I would like to discuss with you your ideas for controls and punishments beyond that. Also, you should now that angel's willingness to do anything with males beyond them seeing her is strictly limited. Another interesting topic of discussion is whether or not angel might be useful in assisting you to acquire businesses for your company. Because I dearly love her and since she has entrusted me with her existence, I would sincerely hope that her relationship with you and any assistance she could give you would also serve to further her career in a professional sense. You and I both know how intelligent and hard working she is and what kind of potential someone like her has. Even more so now that you understand her full willingness to go the extra mile to get business and to ensure her boss is "taken care of". She has related to me what Susan and her did together. Has she done more that I need to know about? And I am unfamiliar with Patricia. Who is she and how are you integrating her into things? Relax, lie back, and let my slave service you with her tongue. She will awaken sexual arousal and feelings of control in you that your husband will have a very hard time duplicating. Isn't it wonderful when the boss finally gets to be really treated like the boss by her employees? You, my dear, are getting a taste of a perfect world.
Mistress Sasha
Mistress Sasha
Miss Beatrice has left me here while she visits a friend. I am in my room and I have no clothes and she has made it quite clear that I am not allowed to touch myself except if someone is watching me. She hopes that Susan or Patricia will call or come. She told Patricia today that she could use me between 8:00 and 9:30 to give her more of a fashion show if she wants, and Miss Beatrice just believes that Susan will call me anyway.
Today, I did my part of the conference and tomorrow is the trades show proper, though earlier this evening we had a preview of some new ranges in Miss Beatrice's room, that's when I met Patricia. She was one of the one's Miss Beatrice had invited to her suite to do a preview of some items. She is the rep and account manager for Miss Dollis Lingerie and she had some samples and Miss Beatrice told her that she would prefer to see them on a model, and Patricia said she could arrange that, but Miss Beatrice said that I could try some on, and she had me try on five different things for her and each time I was changing she left me naked for Patricia to see, and after the third bra and pants set Patricia started to help me to dress and undress, and sometimes she adjusted the cup on my breast and she smoothed the fabric on my breasts. When I had tried on the last item which was near to my size I went to dress again in my shirt and skirt but Miss Beatrice stopped me and told me to sit and she pointed to the floor just in front of Patricia and Patricia leant forward and put her hands on my shoulders while they talked and she just petted my shoulders and my hair and she was saying that I was a good model for lingerie as I was such a small frame. Miss Beatrice asked her if she liked small-framed girls and Patricia said yes and Miss Beatrice pushed her with similar questions until she said that she liked my body. Miss Beatrice told her that she could use me to model for others over today and tomorrow if she wished, and that I could touch more than just my shoulders if she wanted and she touched down my chest to my breasts while Miss Beatrice watched. Then Miss Beatrice said that I would be happy to serve her in other ways if she wished and Patricia said "I have never had that sort of offer before" and Miss Beatrice told her that she could visit me in my room between 8:00 and 9:30 for more of a fashion, or non fashion show. Then she told Patricia that she could join us for a meal if she wished but Patricia had another appointment for dinner, which she couldn't break, and Miss Beatrice told her to not forget to invite me in my room if she wanted.
Miss Beatrice ordered food for us both and when it came it was a man so she told me to go into the bedroom. I heard her ask if Susan was on, and he said she was on her break, and she told him to tell her that I had said hello.
Miss Beatrice told me to put my food on the floor and eat there, and she told me to pour her some wine, then I knelt beside her until she told me to eat. When I had finished she told me that it was time, and she just pointed to her pussy and I lifted her skirt and removed her nylons and panties and I kissed her pussy and sucked on her lips until she came. Then she told me to play with myself, and she watched me as she sat and drank wine while I rubbed my cunt and played with myself until I came.
She then told me that she was going to visit friends this evening, and she had me help her dress to go out, and she told me to put my shirt on and she accompanied me to my room. She let me in and told me to give her my shirt, so took it off and gave it to her and she put in into her bag and she told me to stay awake as Susan or Patricia might be coming, and she turned and went, and I was left with no clothes. All of my other clothes are in Miss Beatrice's room and I had some wonder about if there was a fire, then I settled myself that I could wrap a sheet around myself.
I waited quite a while then there was a knock at my door and it was Susan. She pushed past me with a tray of dishes and she said "What would you do for me?" and I said "Anything Miss" and she told me to come to her, and she put her hands on my face and pulled me so that I knelt before her and she put my face to her pussy and she let go of me and I pushed my face into her pussy and rubbed my nose against her, and I put my hands up her skirt and stroked her bottom, but she moved my hands away, so I just touched her thighs over her tights and she pushed her pussy into my face until I heard her panting a little and I could smell her Mistress, but suddenly she said she had to go and she picked up the tray and went.
She came back about an hour later, and just like before she pushed past me and she called me to her and standing in front of her she put my hand on my pussy, over her dress, and I touched and felt the shape of her, and she pushed against me, and after a while she almost fell on me, so I sat her on the sofa and put my hand under her skirt and rubbed my fingers over her clitoris and she came for me, through her panties and tights I could still feel the dampness and warmth. It was lovely Mistress. Sadly, she just got up and went to leave, and I asked her if I might be allowed to kiss her, but she looked at me and just opened the door and left.
Later I had a call from Patricia, but all she wanted was to know when Miss Beatrice was going to be back, she had been calling her room. I told her I thought she would be back at 10:00, she said OK, and she asked me if I enjoyed that little thing in the room earlier, and I said, "Yes, very much", and she said "Me too". But then she hung up too quickly for me to say anything more.
Mistress, Miss Beatrice arrived back just after I had written that, and she took me to her room, threw my shirt at me and she told me to dress and she took me down to the bar. There was one waitress serving and two women sitting at a table not talking to one another. They were about the same age as Miss Beatrice I imagine. Miss Beatrice sat. I waited for her instruction, and she told me to sit on a chair, facing the women, next to Miss Beatrice with my back to the bar area. She ordered for herself and nothing for me, then she started to put her hand on my thigh and she told me to watch the women and tell her what they did. She pushed my shirt right up with her hand as I felt her touch against my cunt, and one of the women motioned the other to look at us, but they didn't talk, and they both watched as Miss Beatrice stroked my thigh. I told her they were watching, and she pushed my legs apart and stroked one leg then the other and between them, my legs were bare and my cunt was facing the women's table, and I told Miss Beatrice that they were still looking. She took her hand away and she told me to open my cunt lips for them to see inside of me, and I did and the women started to talk to each other, huddled together, and they were still looking at me but not in the same way and they got up and went out of the room. Miss Beatrice told me to undo my shirt, and I did, I undid the buttons but left it almost together, then she called the girl, the waitress to our table and asked her to get some cigarettes, and the waitress looked at me, and then said Yes Ma'am, and she went. When she came back, Miss Beatrice told me to sign for them, and so I turned to the girl and signed the chit, and I looked down and saw that my shirt was open at my cunt and she could obviously see it as she bent down and held the chit for me. She thanked me and left us, and Miss Beatrice told me to open my shirt more, and she sat there drinking and smoking just looking at me, with my shirt open. She told me to tell her what had happened while she was away and I told her just as I have told you and she said "Good". She asked me of she should get the girl over to look at me now, and I said "If you think it is safe Miss" because I was a little scared that we might get thrown out of the hotel, and she stubbed out her cigarette and told me to follow her, and she got up and I didn't know if I should fasten my shirt but I did just pull it a little closed, but the woman looked at me as I went past her and I knew my shirt had opened a little and I just hoped it wasn't too much. In the room Miss Beatrice took off my shirt and told me that I was a very special girl, and that tonight I had given four girls good reason to masturbate themselves to sleep, and now I have to suck her pussy until she falls asleep, and she took me to her bedroom and told me to undress her, then she lay on the bed and opened her legs and I kissed her pussy and thighs until she came. She told me to go back to my room and sleep on the floor of the bathroom again and I was not to wear anything to go back to my room.
I have just got in and all I have done is to write this Mistress.
I shall send it now Mistress, and though I wish to orgasm, I do wonder if I should.
Your angel xxxxxxx
Mistress, when I came into mail I saw your message to Miss Beatrice, but it is late and she looked very tired when I left her, and that was a while ago now. Forgive me, but I will show it to her first thing in the morning.
x
Thursday, Feb 27
It would appear that Beatrice is using you well on this trip. I would like for you to make an attempt to contact the ladies at home to update them on yourself and to remind them how much you miss them. What is interesting now, my dear is that you are presented with women that are definitely not lesbians but have an interest. I would surmise that your association with Beatrice will expose you to many women like this. This will prove to you what I said about how many women have suppressed lesbian desires. Don't you see how badly they all to taste the forbidden fruit? And while you are obeying (as you should) you are allowed to have opinions about what is happening and what you are doing. I would like to hear them. And you know you may be honest with me. I would especially like to know how you are feeling now that you have to ask and yearn for the ability to orgasm rather than doing it many, many times a day. I know that this is a very new exercise for us because I have always given you complete freedom over your own ability to masturbate and cum. I am not doing this to be cruel.
Sorry, angel
I accidentally hit send before I had finished. Please send that back to me after reading because I forgot to save it.
Like I was sating, I am not depriving you of orgasms to be cruel. I am only adding to the control you both need and desire. This allows you to concentrate on pleasing your ladies even better in the hopes that they will allow you release. Rather soon, I will be implementing a schedule for your toilet as well. You will soon be allowed to urinate only at set times and only after being given permission. This way you will have the additional, shall we say, pressures, added into your day. You are doing well, angel. As always and as I expected. You are adjusting well to being used by a different lady in different situations. You have come so far and are showing me such promise about going so much further. And you will. Continue to obey. Continue to serve.
Lovingly,
Sasha
And so ends the month of February 2003. And yes, Angel's saga will continue just as soon as I can compile the letters and clean them all up a little.
Sasha
Angel-March
Stephanie's new life continues into the month of March. As always, these letters are real and just a compilation of my correspondence with her. Only the names have been changed and minimal editing to clean it up. And, in case you haven't been following Stephanie's life changes religiously I'll list the main principals for you: Stephanie - Angel - The primary submissive Josephine - The dominant Mistress and head of household Hannah - 21 years old co-worker of Stephanie and lover of Josephine and Allison Beatrice - Angel's dominant boss at work Allison - Josephine's 17 year old daughter and budding young lesbian Donna - Hannah's sister Patricia - Close associate of Miss Beatrice in the lingerie business Ronnie - teenaged friend of Allison Trisha, Penny, Jane - Co-workers of Stephanie
Well, that made it all sound even more like a soap opera even though it certainly isn't. Oh well.
March 3, 2003
Mistress I am sore, in my bottom and my cunt, and in my mouth from the way they have treated me this weekend. Even Mistress Allison is starting to have me serve her fully now Mistress. And they have started your regime of not allowing me to cum. I had a note from Miss Jo to Miss Beatrice saying that She should not allow me to cum under any circumstances until Wednesday. Miss Beatrice has also said that she wants me to become her personal assistant and to project manage all of her projects and she has said that I will get more money; She is going to arrange everything this week. Also, she had a call from Patricia on the way back on Friday, and she wants to use me in some private demonstrations of her lingerie. She said it was for personal special friends of hers. Miss Beatrice told her in the car that she would be delighted, providing that I am not allowed to wear any normal clothes during the visits and Patricia said I wouldn't, and that Miss Beatrice would not have to worry. This last weekend they all wanted to read all of my mails to and from everyone, and they have been much more serious about everything. They had me decorate "The Room" with words and they put paint on my breasts and my bottom and even my cunt and had me put impressions of my body onto the walls between the words. They made me paint "Lesbian Slave", "Pussy Licker", "Piss Drinker", "Bottom cleaner", "Lesbian toilet", there were lots of things like that, all over the walls, and for most of the rest of the time I had my arms cuffed behind my back and my feet cuffed together. I had to move about on my knees almost all of the time Mistress. I've had to serve each of them, both sexually and for their toilet, even Mistress Allison. I was told to tell you that I am a slave to their whims and that I have no will. I had to repeat that over and over for them while they beat me with the strap and a belt, all over me Mistress. I told them I would do whatever they wished over and over but it was as if they didn't believe me. When they read the mails they also beat me each time that they saw that I had not capitalized their names, or referred to them as Miss, and now I am to always refer to them as Mistress. They told me that they were developing your conditioning Mistress and that I should tell you. I also have to tell you that I love each of them for the way they treat me and that I know I am just a slave, nothing more. And I do love them Mistress. I will try to write later Mistress. Miss Jo and Miss Hannah have sent you a note Mistress.
slave angel xxxx
Mistress Sasha
I read your note to us; stephie printed it out for us to read on Friday. I have it here. It is beautiful and protective and so full of love and I realize that you have not heard from us much lately and for that I apologize. Just as you show your love for stephie in what you say to her and to us and what she relates of what you say to her then I hope she in turn relates to you our love of her.
Both Hannah and I love her. completely and unquestioningly, and were the contract to be drawn the other way about, that we belonged to her then it would be signed. She will live with us for as long as she wishes it to be so, and I hope that is until neither of us is old enough to remember there being any other way of life.
I have talked with Hannah, about her youth and about experiences she may yet to have in her young life, and she showed her maturity in saying that she now has the family that she never knew she needed and she would be a "lost and emotionless soul" if she were to be without stephie. Those were her words.
Stephie has touched us, no much more intense than that, she has become part of each of us. I would no more wish to lose her than to lose my arm, she is so much a part of who I am now. And who I wish to be.
We share, Hannah and I, in the knowledge, not feeling or notion, the knowledge that to have this slave in absolute control as you describe will be a lifelong commitment, for us all. All of this started as a sexual release. I accept that. I accept too that much of the discovery phase of her willingness to serve was at times a game, but now it has passed beyond that. It is a need, a need to have her at our request, to have her will
As you know she was away from us for some days this week, serving as she should and while Hannah and I satisfied ourselves and to a degree each other sexually we were both been at a loss. It is as if our own wills need more to control than ourselves. We have shared her between Allison, Donnas and ourselves over the last two days. The first day without her was acceptable, and she will be allowed to be absent from us for a day and night but we shall be reticent to allow her too many protracted visits in the future.
Even my darling Allison has missed her. May I tell you that she announced in during dinner one night in the week that "things are just not the same without it here" and she meant the "it" reference without malice I assure you, I could see it in her eyes. It moved me. She, stephie, moves us all.
Well, I have tired my fingers and my concentration, and I have doubtless tired you but I felt it important for you to know how strongly we feel. These things are not a passing fancy for either Hannah or I.
I will not attempt to speak for Allison. Nor will I try to direct her and I am uncertain as to whether she needs to see the note. If you feel she should then I will bow respect to you and I will have her read it and request that she replies to you. Jo and Hannah
Angel,
The soreness will pass, dear. It is something you will accustom yourself to. I am so glad you like being a true slave, my dear. Your life will be different from now on. Your Mistress' wanted to make up for lost time over the weekend. You will be very surprised at how much they missed you. After the first day of you being gone they realized that there was a large hole in all their lives. They fully came to the realization that they all love you so deeply and that they need you and your service in their lives. Suffice it to say you have a life long position with them. Jo and Hannah are prepared to keep you as long as you wish to be kept. They both love you completely and honestly and they all showed you how much they missed you by how they treated you upon your homecoming. You are now an irreplaceable part of all their lives. Even Allison felt empty with you gone and that is why she showed her happiness at your return. I sincerely doubt that they will let you out of their collective sights for more than a full day from now on. They are that attached to you and what you bring into their lives. Perhaps the happiest and most effected is Hannah. Not only is she in love but she also has gained a family unit she may also grow within and love. So remember that pain given you is love. Tasks given you show love. Harsh looks and speech have only true love behind them. So how do you like not being able to masturbate, dear angel? I would imagine that the schedule I had you one got you used to it. But you must realize that now it really isn't your pussy anymore. It is the property of all your Mistresses. The same with your bottom. You mustn't touch them without permission. You will notice several changes as a result, angel. First off the orgasms allowed you would be that much stronger because of the deprivation. Also we will work on you attaining the level of the mental orgasm.
Also, angel, you didn't relate to me at all what occurred on the rest of your trip. Especially in regard to what happened further with Ericka and this Patricia. I would like to know more about Patricia because it would seem that Beatrice would utilize her again. Please complete that task. I am elated that Beatrice has seen fit to make you her assistant. Hopefully the raise in salary and status pleases you and helps to alleviate your debt. Considering how "special" you are to Beatrice I hope that the raise is as special. I am especially pleased in that I have never heard of an online Mistress being able to affect not only a slave's life but also her career so positively. Your life is on track, angel. And moving in all the proper direction. Continue to enjoy and to obey. You are doing everything right.
Sasha
Sorry, angel
I accidentally hit send before I had finished. Please send that back to me after reading because I forgot to save it.
Like I was saying, I am not depriving you of orgasms to be cruel. I am only adding to the control you both need and desire. This allows you to concentrate on pleasing your ladies even better in the hopes that they will allow you release. Rather soon, I will be implementing a schedule for your toilet as well. You will soon be allowed to urinate only at set times and only after being given permission. This way you will have the additional, shall we say, pressures, added into your day. You are doing well, angel. As always and as I expected. You are adjusting well to being used by a different lady in different situations. You have come so far and are showing me such promise about going so much further. And you will. Continue to obey. Continue to serve.
Lovingly,
Sasha
Mistress
Mistress Beatrice has told me to tell you that when I am with her there will be two distinct 'times': Normal, when I must act normally as an employee, and "Mistress time" when I must defer to Her in any way she says. I will know these times as she will introduce me as and refer to me as 'slave', and then I must never look anyone in the face and I must keep my hands behind my back unless she instruct otherwise. I must not speak unless directly asked a question and I must not use furniture unless she - and not just a visitor - has expressly allowed me to.
Tomorrow she will arrange a car to collect me from Mistress Jo's flat and the driver will know my position and I must be prepared to obey her during the journey. Mistress Beatrice will write a note to Mistress Jo to request how I should be dressed for the journey.
Mistress Beatrice is about to take me to lunch in a hotel in order to try and find someone I can serve while she watches.
slave angel
Jo and Hannah,
I read your note and it almost brought tears to my eyes. Makes you believe that absence does make the hearts grow fonder. I am so glad that I have helped you find love, dearest friends. Angel is so right for you both and you both as also so good for each other. Hannah, the gift of a family is one of the greatest ever given. I could only have hoped that all this would turn out as well as it did when I started spinning all the webs of your lives together. I am elated at your happiness and at all the love and security you are being showered with.
I am glad that you liked the life changes that I wrote about and have been working to integrate into Angel's life. I know it takes awhile for you to become used to having her as subservient as you now know she wishes to be. From her letter, it would seem that you all are really taking to it like ducks to water. She is sore from her homecoming but loves her treatment and status. I am glad that you are starting to control her orgasms. I have gone so far as to tell her that they are forbidden and that her pussy and rear are not her property anymore. The orgasms she is allowed as a reward for service should only be those given her by her Mistresses, including Allison. It is not angel's vagina and clitoris anymore. Even if that means you mistresses wiping it after her toilet to prevent her from touching it. It belongs to all of you to use as you see fit. So use it well. Don't ignore it for too long but remember that orgasms are more valuable the fewer there are. I would also like for you ladies to start to control and limit her abilities to pee. A full bladder is a very good way to control a slave and receive complete obedience. Beatrice can help to control this while at work. I would recommend getting her to the point that the pressure causes her to beg for permission to pee. Now this poses an interesting dilemma. For myself faced with this begging, I would grant her permission to urinate but only after she jumps rope, does jumping jacks, or runs in place for ten minutes straight. Are you seeing how all this works? Urination is also a reward. Angel told me that you acquired an anal toy and have been using it. I have always recommended getting a butt plug for her to wear 24/7 so as to control her bowels. She still needs that. It should be removed only once a day or every other day if you desire and then immediately replaced. I have also mentioned getting her fitted for a permanent chastity belt. These are a little more expensive but if everyone, including Beatrice, chips in it shouldn't be too bad. This locked on her at all times will ensure that she doesn't even have the ability to touch herself. She also can't go to the bathroom with it on. The metal or leather strap going up her rear to be locked to the belt also ensures that the butt plug will remain firmly in place. The good chastity belts are not too noticeable under clothes. Makes sure when you are shopping that you tell them that it is for permanent usage. You might have to search a little to find the right place. Hannah would have fun completing this task. All you Mistresses would be elevated then to what is know as key holders. Yourself, Hannah, Allison, and Beatrice would have a key to unlock it to be worn on a gold chain around your necks. These keys are a sign of control and ownership. Another key would be carried by angel sealed in wax in case of a dire emergency such as vaginal bleeding, a car accident, or loss of circulation. When the belt is unlocked, angel's hands should be locked behind her so as to disallow her ability to touch herself. She should also sleep with her hands locked up above her head to further control her. Or she can sleep locked face up or face down in the bathtub covered with everyone's urine. The advantages of such control far outweigh any expense incurred in achieving it. Now, ladies, I must say that now is the time for you to get those lovely nipples of Angel's pierced. You need the extra control this will afford you all. Rings joined by a chain and attached to a leash have great value to you all. Additionally, I would recommend angel having weights attached to the rings when home doing all of her tasks. The added pulling sensation will add to her torture and to her desiring to have you grant her an orgasm. Keeping her at a constant high level of excitement is paramount to enforcing you control over her. Because everything of what you do from here on out is based on that control and her acceptance, expectation, and enjoyment of it. I would assume that angel is taking care of all the cooking, cleaning, washing, scrubbing and the like? As for Allison, please let Allison read the letters or at least explain their content to her and what everything means. Angel said that Allison is using her in the same fashion as the both of you in the bathroom. That is good and she is progressing naturally. It is only a matter of time when she allows angel to serve her fully and more openly I would imagine. Keep talking honestly with her so that she understands fully what is happening and why you are all doing these things. And of course, ladies, you all still need to have your weekly open meetings. Angel must still be allowed a voice during these periods. Eventually her voice will not be heard at all otherwise unless spoken to and given permission to speak. All this might seem tad harsh, dear friends. But it is all necessary training and you will see the positive changes that result when you implement everything. I will let you both go back to enjoying the attentions of angel and your personal feelings of being treated like royalty.
Mistress Sasha
Mistress
Thank you for writing to me. Mistress Beatrice has told me that I am free to write to you, but She has insisted that She will view what is sent, albeit after I have sent it. If She would allow me to speak to her I would thank Her.
I don't mind the pain Mistress, truly I don't, and they didn't mean to hurt me, I know that.
Mistress, I have to confess that there are times when even now I have sometimes an impulse to comment when I am told to do something, and I know it is wrong of me, but it happens and I cant help it. The last time was when - at the weekend - Miss Donnas told me that she was going to take me to her friends house naked and for me to just beg her to pee into me, when I had never met her before, and she was swearing at me so much and calling me such names and I didn't want to go with her, not deep inside. I didn't say anything Mistress; this was all just inside of me. I was crying too much to say anything Mistress. It's just that I didn't want to go, and eventually she didn't take me anywhere. She left me in the shower like normal.
Mistress, I have checked the mails I sent you, and I did tell you just about everything that happened with Ericka and Patricia, I didn't see either of them again after I last write to you. Mistress Beatrice took me to the sauna and pool complex on the Friday morning, and had me wear my bikini in the pool, and nothing in the sauna. In the sauna I had to wait in there until someone came in and then I had to lie on my back and open my legs for them to see Mistress. It was hoped that whoever it was might comment to me, but she didn't and so I went out and Mistress Beatrice had to slap me for failing, but I swear that I did exactly as told Mistress.
I am sorry - but this mail was interrupted Mistress, with work. Now it is time I must go home.
Thank you Mistress, I am trying to serve well
Mistress, I did ask Mistress Beatrice for her to write to you from Her mail account, but she didn't tell me what she might do
slave angel x
angel,
I sense you are troubled. you must realize that there is a definite difference between impertinence and feeling that one's limits have been crossed. Your limits need to be respected. While it is o.k. to test them and see if they can be expanded upon, they need to be respected overall. You have my permission to always voice your thoughts and fears to me. With the others, there should always be that time reserved when you can speak openly as an equal. Your Mistresses must realize that loving you and controlling you also involve knowing your limits and protecting you from both mental and physical damage. Please make sure Jo and Hannah are aware of their duties to you. This is the next level they need to learn to be successful Dommes. I voiced worried to you and Hannah earlier about Donna and her lack of understanding of the depths of the relationship. She feels you are a toy to be used and played with and then returned. She needs to learn that you are so much more so. And that she needs to treat you with the same respect and care that she would use with any of Hannah's other possessions. And additionally something entrusted to her care doesn't give her permission to loan it out to whomever she sees fit to do so. She has yet to gain that trust from you, myself, or the others. Make sure Hannah and Jo know your feelings and limits. And remember that limits are discovered as one goes along with life, dear. They can't always be rigidly defined at first except along the most general terms.
I love you and thank you for confiding your fears to me. That is what I am here for.
Sasha
Sunday, March 9
Sasha
Hannah and Jo asked me to write you to tell you that the slut has been humiliated n front of all of her old friends, all 3 of them! They asked each of them over one by one over the weekend and they came to be greeted by the slut naked and she had to give each of them a speech about that she was a lesbian slave and she wished they might allow her to serve them. They had her tape the chats on Allison's old tape recorder and we listened to her whimpering away to her 'friends'. One is interested!!!!! Carol. She fancied her, you could tell they way she talked to her, but she did nothing, pathetic.
They had her go naked down to the old lady they are going to swap flats with too. They've got a plan to have everyone know she is a lesbian slave.
Excellent huh?
Oh, and she is magnificent. So submissive and sweet. She now asks me if she may lick my ass when I poo. And I let her and she thanks me. You know about me pooing into her hands I guess?
Anyway, going out tonight so I must go.
Kisses
D
Angel,
I am very surprised that I have not heard from you in many days now. As you know, I worry about you, especially since you are going through important transformations. I received a note from Donna today telling me a little of what happened to you over the weekend. From her letter, I would imagine that you are out of the closet, so to speak, as far as your role as a slave goes. She mentioned that some of your friends were invited over and you were presented to them in your permanent role for them to either accept or deny you in. She said that one of them was maybe interested in you in your new role. She also said that you girls are changing flats but didn't go too much further. I would like to hear in your own words what has been happening to you and how you feel about it. I would also like to know more about your daily routine now that you seem to be fully collared. You have so many ladies demanding your attention that you must be kept rather busy. Please don't forget the Goddess that put all this together for you, angel.
Lovingly,
Sasha